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> Tuesday, May 31, 2005
9:26 PM

2dae wen sch 2 take report bk...
got mine..
results lyk shit..
all i c r a bunch of b3s n b4s..
den look at da bottom..
7th place..
wtf lorr..
i dropped 4 places..
sadd..
ya so mani ppl beat me..
no face le..
haizz y liddat 1..
ask dem y dey so pro..
dey say cos dey worked hard..
well hey i worked hard too..
but i dun c my hard work payin off..
haiz..
aniwaes wanna thank justina 4 motivatin me..
yahh i will hav 2 relli hard i guess..
i hav 2 go triple sci..
cos i cant stand lit..

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> Monday, May 30, 2005
8:21 PM

woo..ytd had da weirdest dream ever..dreamt dat i was at syf again..weirdest thing was da band u was red n white..eww..den i dun hav da score den play dunno wad shit..n den sumhow i was runnin in da corridors..haha siao ritex..

haiz 2mrw goin 2 sch n take report bk..i dun wanna noe wad my results r..im scared..im scared dat i will not b in 3rd anymoree..actualli i noe dat im not 3rd le..i cant face reality..i cant run away fr it either..i dunno wad 2 do la..

my shortest post ever...

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> Sunday, May 29, 2005
11:25 AM

yahh ytd had band..nutin much..gladys asked me 2 go her band dat wad semb winds..reasons i dun wan..
1.da euph sect onli got 1 gal..well atleast it's a gal but gladys say dat she play v well sumtin lyk phyllis..n lyk wad she's onli sec2..i go dere sure v paiseh cos i play lyk SHIT..i sure disgrace myself n da band de..haiz..
2.i dun wanna bring my euph..so heavy..
3.cos i suck at playin..
4.cos i suck at playin..
5.cos i SUCK at playin..
ah tan took da lower brass 4 sectionals..cant play howl's movin castle..jus cant seem 2 slur.yesh i m dumbb..den cant pitch da stoopid high high g n a..soo dui lian..i cant even pitch f..my lips jus cant seem 2 squeeze anymoree..he say i not enuf air..den play normal notes i oso got prob..i jus suck at euph..

da band seems lost without da sec4s..hmm sumhow i jus feel band is v diff rite now..mayb is cos of da new ppl joinin..alot of sec2s joined band..i dun lyk it..y dun let da sec1s join lorr..mus let da sec2s..i much rather let us hav moree sec1s..stoopid..haiz i jus dun feel da same anymoree..i feel diff in band..i wann bac da old band..how we were lyk b4 syf..dat band rox 4eva..

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> Friday, May 27, 2005
8:57 PM

yay 2dae is da las dae of sch..haha happi sia..

soo borin man..ask us 2 do wad straw thingy den me,caca n theo got no grp so we nv do..haha den i took a straw n decided 2 do da double reed buzzin..haha so happi i can play den got dis v farni sound oso..haha dat means i can play oboe n bassoon..haha budden i no air de la..dunno y but now i lyk oboe alot..da sound v nicee..haizz okie i will nv ever play an oboe..mus stop dreamin..

had band den me n aiai wen out 2 eat..haha den returned n found out dat da band rm air-con de controller was missin n so dun hav air-con..so damn stuffy n hot..piang hu is dat dumb ass hu brought dat controller home..curse dat person..haizz den jonathan nv cum..haha tink he decided 2 pon..set up my euph budden i nv play at all lorr..haha nv go sectionals..wad sectionals la..me n wenqi onli..stayed in band rm 2 help look 4 da controller den finalli cant take it le..wen out 2 ka-chiao clarinets..haha den did da double buzzin thingy again..dunno y but jus tink it's fun..den clap 4 dis sec1 gal..dunno her name..so boredd dat i hav 2 help teach other ppl's junior..den tingyu ask dem go n run.i v excited lorr..haha den me n aiai ran 2gether wif da sec1s..i wanna run de..nid moree air 2 blow da high high a..ran a longer distance den dem..haha realised dat runnin givs u moree air..hmmm was tinkin of runnin 1 round b4 every sectionals..haha im mad..nobody ask me 2 run but i wan..

after band took da mrt home wif jan,kan n dew..saw jonathan wif 2 gals....wolf-whistles,haiyo he pon band 2 go out wif dem..tsk tsk tsk..wen 2 np wif jan n tok bout usual stuff..den wen home..hmm 2mrw still got band..not v happi cos my lips are hurtin..squeeze too much le dat dae..hmm wadeva..

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> Thursday, May 26, 2005
9:52 PM

haha came to sch quite late again..cant seem 2 kip myself awake..i jus wanna slp..

dey kept us in da hall so long..blah siann den caca left 4 johnie duty..haizz den recess wen 2 chg 4 julia gabriel performance..haha den our whole class look so colourful sia..sat in da hall n waited 4 our turn..haha kept playin wif da ah ma's walkin stick..den played wif da scarves oso..haha den our turn..haha den ermm abit luan at 1st..dunno where 2 stand..spotlights damn bright sia..haha got blinded..sumore i stood in da center..haha den got alot of stuff happen here n dere..but all i noe was dat i kept laffin..damn farni lorr c da wolf n da little red ridin hood..haha den i was laffin n laffin n laffin..den wen we wen off da stage 4got 2 take chair n da stuff..haha..den dey announced da results..our class nv win anytin..haha 2integrity damn gd..v farni..budden 2grace won..haha abit surprise thou..

decided 2 pon econs..cant take it le..tink i not goin anymoree..it sux..wen 2 j8 wif theo n adeline..adeline left after eatin cos she got dance n so jus left me n theo..haha we were walkin n walkin n walkin..so siann..wen 2 watsons n den we started tryin makeup..applied sum eye shadow budden dere was no diff lorr..haha den wen 2 action city n we saw xiao wu guis..so cutee so we each brought 1..haha den met michelle..tok abit..haha den wen home..

2mrw las dae of sch le..yay..haha no moree stoopid idiott t'chers..haha mus rejoice..

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> Wednesday, May 25, 2005
8:56 PM

im pissed..sadd..confusedd rite now..jumble of emotions..

2dae da non UG ppl had 2 do dunno wad course larhh..sux lorr..haha den i fell aslp durin da tok..after dat wen bac 2 class..found out dnt marks..haizz..sadd budden i quite surprised cos dnt i nv study at all..den all da results were given bac..each tym i c da papers i got more n more depressed..wah lau all around 60+ lorr..haizz las tym i do well da subjects all dropped le..den had 2 go hall n do da presentation thingy le n i was about 2 cry..perfect 4 da cryyin part..budden dunno y wen i got 2 da hall i felt lyk laffin..den da t'cher told us dat we were no.4..at 1st dey say no.7 de lorr..piang..den after dat dey chg 2 no.3..wah lau..i was damn nervous..den caca said dat she was not goin 2 play da song..so it's jus my voice alone..damn jing zhang den finalli our turn..den my turn..i was tryin v badly 2 contain my laughter..haha den i was tokin bout my eng fail den i got nutin else 2 say so i jus said shit..haha n da whole hall wen lyk ooo..haha n i was soo paisehh..so continued..den blahh cryy..pretend horr..den after me n rach s'pose 2 say wad ermm try our flapjacks budden i kept laffin..wahahhaha..laffin gas..den wen bac stage n every1 wan 2 eat da flapjack..hahaha..

had band after sch..blah..v siann lorr..jonathan cant find his mouthpiece n i opened up every euph casing..haha budden actualli mr ng took it lorr..haizz..den ermm wen outside..debbie n wenqi teach jonathan n i was doin my own stuff..haha kinda borinn den cant pitch dat ever soo high a..stoopid den i wen 2 slack..cant do much..debbie teachin jonathan..wen 2 ka chiao ppl..haha den slack 4 v long..haha..den wen 2 clarinet sect 2 c aiai n her zhu niaos..haha den got dis gal she kept laffin..haha..den suddenly debbie hoon ask da sec1s 2 go n pump 2 train stamina..den realise dat jonathan oso wen 4 train...haha runnin..he lyk v happy 2 run..haha..siann lorr..

haiz my results sux..haha not gonna announce it here..haizz no triple sci le..confirmed..

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> Sunday, May 22, 2005
4:54 PM

i m rottin at homee...
da comp has gone bonkers..
windows media player especialli..
cant play any music..
haizz if i noe i shdnt hav upgrade it..
actualli previous 1 oso abit nuts de..
haizz..i nid music..
cant live without it..
sadd..
ytd had band..
got new song..
sux..
got 1 part sound lyk sum1 takin a knife n choppin up cabbage..
i wanted 2 laff..
ah tan say dis is our comp piece..4 nxt yr overseas comp de laa..
den he said mayb will use as syf 2007 comp piece..
i m not goin 2 play dat shit song..
it sucks..cant even hear any euphs..so dat means we background..
den sound so lyk fast..piangs how 2 teach my juniors..
i hate itt..but it's not lyk i hav a choice 2 choose wad i wan 4 syf..
den he say wad gonna ask all da old old seniors 2 cum bac..
haha den da band soo bigg..
interested 2 noe wad kind of seniors we got las tym..
haha..
released quite late..
den theo n caca was lyk rushin cos hav 2 lyk b at serangoon at 2..
caca told me theo wanted 2 burn down da band rm..
if u dare camel..i will cook camel soup..
wen 2 caca's house den dunno y i was lyk soo serious..
got down 2 work immediately..
n i worked n worked n worked..
practically did da whole project i do..
i didnt wanted any1 2 take over..
haizz den after dat played abit..den theo n niithiya wen home..
i ask dem if dey wanna watch exorcist..
dey said noe..
den caca came bac n told me dat she ask dem 2 stay budden n say dat i was playin da comp so cant watch exorcist..
dey can ask me 2 stop wad..
i got ask dem wanna watch not..
dey said no..
now blame me..
wadeva..
stayed at caca's house till 8++..
listen 2 music non-stop..
dad came n fetch me lorr..
end of story..
dun wanna say anymore le..private..
i nid music...

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> Friday, May 20, 2005
9:29 PM

sadd..v sadd..2dae sux..

wen class den had julia gabriel..sians..borinn..den after dat help rach n theo put tape on sum stuff..bleahs..den wen 2 hall..practise little red ridin hood again..den ximen gong gong gave out sci paper..haizz..so damn scaredd..nv been so nervous..ok la mayb at syf..haizz den wen i got my marks i was lyk wtf..y so lan??theo got da highest..77 1/2..wah piang..mos of da class got lyk around 60+..i wanna cryy budden sumhow i cant..sorta expected it le la..jus dat i dun b'liv n u us lemme c da paper den i will b'liv..haizz den caca v sadd..haizz atleast u got higher den me caca..den my grp's turn n we got on stage..u can c every1 all v buay song..no mood 2 act le..den datt toots guy keep askin us 2 do over n over again till every1 v pissed..fark himm..actualli s'pose 2 get chi results oso budden dat ximen gong gong dun let..stoopid..

after sch wen 2 rach's house..haha den in da bus we got a argument bout t'chers..we were sayin wad dey suck..all sorts of dumb things den da whole bus v quiet cept 4 us..haha..den sorta 4got bout sci le..haha rach da area got lots of cats..haha den i v scared 2 pet dem..scared dey scratch me la..haha den after playin wif da kitties..we wen up herr house..haha den played da organ..i soo dumbb cant read treble cleft..haha managed 2 play a song thou..yay..den played sims2..haha v farni lorr..create ourselves..den we had lunch..n i petted lucky..da dogg la..wahh he damn big sia..at 1st v scared budden he quite nice..haha kawaii..den after dat wen 2 yck stadium..sorta late..den blahs..watch ppl run..joel run damn farni..haha his face all flat..dem moved 2 daniel house dere..wen bac bout 4++..wen 2 northpoint 2 eat ice-cream..ytd i oso got eat lehh..die ah grow fat le..den huiru came along..den we kept electrocutin each other..haha..

haizz worry bout chi man..haizz i cant count on any subject 2 bring me up le..i suck at all of dem..haizz mus start plannin my bout comb d n e le..haizz..

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> Thursday, May 19, 2005
8:59 PM

hahaha 2dae go sci center n it was damn fun man..on da way traffic jam n da bus was jerkin n jerkin..kinda made me sick..motion sickness..finalli reached dere n dey jus randomly choose ppl 2 go into any grps..haha den v long still not me,caca n theo da name called so we tot mayb go hands on de..den theo,caca,yvonne n kimberly's name was called lorr..n dey go da 'wad's up dere'..onli got 4 ppl n den melissa da ic ask hu strongly object n so i chg wif yvonne..

haha den got dis lady brief us wad 2 do..den we 4 gals wen 2 da omni theatre dat side..wahh piang damn far lorr..den mus go thru 4 doors..n we call dat place 'tou tai'haha den da lady brief us wad 2 do n we wen inside da dome..haha v farni lorr..look lyk sum igloo den wen i go in i kept laffin..actualli u go inside n da lady will show u da stars..astronomy dat kinda things..v cool..den inside v dark..haha..den after dat theo n kim bring da kiddos cum..fr serangoon garden south pri..wahh dey damn noisy lorr den v shortt sumore..especialli da guys n dey were pri6 lorr..haha den we watch dis guy brief dem n den sorta lyk becum mini t'chers larhh..haha den wen in da dome..da lady xplain bout stars..quite interestin..den we switch..haha at 1st we all abit not comfortable larhh..haha den da nxt school..me n caca go n fetch..haha den hav 2 divide dem into 2 grps..den dis tym we brief dem..haha feel weird cos lyk everybody is starin at u..payin attention 2 wad u say..haha lyk teachin a big grp of juniors..haha den told dem wad 2 do..chec on dem..den suddenly got 1 guy ask me y my socks so long..haha den told him dat i bought my socks too bigg..haha lame excuse 4 my folded socks..bleahs..den quite fun cos can tell dem wad 2 do..lyk t'cher..haha den after dat i told dem 2 line up in 1 straight line..amazingly dey listen..not lyk da previous sch..haha dey jus every1 wen inside da tube at da same tym..stampede ah..wen inside oso den v dark lorr..haha so bumped into theo's head..haha..2 tyms..haha..den dis grp is pri 5 lorr..haha den we took da nxt grp..v xing ku lorr..den hav 2 send dem out..haha n dey said bye..haha quite cutee..budden all of dem v v short..haha..

wen 4 lunch..da lady damn slow..haha den saw chicken den told her bout wad happen..den she wen 2 explore our rm n we wen hers..saw sum others n found out dat yvonne go hands on..which means if i nv chg wif her i go hands on..budden she fold paper planes..haha sian.wen bac den da lady got anoder helper..haha den da students arrive again..fuhua pri den onli got lyk 23 ppl so all go in da dome 1st..den we got nutin 2 do so sian..haha den we took da hula hoops put 2 play..haha dunno y dat rm got hula hoops..den damn farni lorr cos da hoop so small den we so big..haha den we v lame..jump up n down in da rm...tryin 2 reach da planets hang fr da ceilings..haha stoopid rites..haha den dey came out n dat other guy started tokin n we got nutin 2 do lorr..n so we jus stood dere..haizz..sian mans..den help sum of dem den after dat we go watch so call 'movie' in kitchen lab..haha den da previous classes v noisy..i had 2 ask dem 2 kip quiet if not we dun show da movie..haha den dis class damn quiet..haha den dey nv go 'oo' lyk other classes wen we off da light..haha..den got dis guy he ask wad's our name den he kept sayin it over n over again..haha den he ask me y my socks so long..haha 2 tyms lehh so i said da same thing..den we s'pose 2 fetch evergreen budden dey las min cancel..nv tell us n we waited lyk 1/2 h lorr..after dat we dimissed den can go play le..haha miss da tou tai place..haha den we walked on da dome 2 deflat it..den after we left lorr..played da mind game n winnie kept makin me laff den i didn't win..too excited le..haha den after dat we play excited wins..den i was too relax..haha..den wen up 2 de-brief..haha den da hands on 1 got lots of prizes..haha caca n i ran down 2 buy mcflurry..haha barely made it..haha den not s'pose 2 buy de..den after dat we wen home lorr..haha 2dae v fun lehh..rawks..haha..

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> Wednesday, May 18, 2005
9:03 PM

2dae came quite late..den rushed 2 da hall..haha dunno y but da lower sec wen 4 chapel 1st..after chapel got a skit performed by da cousellors..haha dey act damn gd..beta da eldds..move over guys..den ermm da sec2s played online game..yay our class won i was lyk cheerin lyk siao..haha our class hardly won anytin de..haha den ermm we watched i do i do..den our class watch until halfway hav 2 go out 4 julia gabriel..stoopid lorr..da moive v farni..den wen 2 class n practised little red ridin hood..onli practised 2 tyms cos da t'her say dun wanna practise too much..caca played chi chess again..boredd lorr..den had oratorical contest n adeline won..woohoo yay 2h rawks..haha..

den after sch follow jan go staff rm n collect instru..took mine down..den debbie was lyk y nv take my euph..haha den told herr dat i can onli take 1 case down at a tym..haiz n she was sayin y nv help herr..bleahs..i got lorr..carry euph 4 her..set files n stands 4 da whole sect..den las tym put carpet dat tym da whole euph sect was not present cept 4 ME..n i help all of dem carry da instruments out n in..c i m such a nicee junior..haha praisin myself..haizz den 2dae band rm nv open till lyk so late..cos 1stly mr ng wen home..den mrs ang not around so no key..waited 4 soo longg..almos wen home budden couldn't cos of my euph..cant leave it outside..den finalli zoee opened it..dunno how she got da key..well i m da onli euph dere..haha phyllis nv cum..heard dat sec4s no nid 2 cum le..wenqi wen 2 practise runnin..debbie wen off wif debbie hoon after puttin her euph in da band rm..happi dat i can play again..yay..played lots of songs..joseph n jan kip playin freeworld den i dun hav da score..sobx sobx..wenqi file not dere..phyllis n debbie file dun hav..haizz..sadd..i wan free world..den band rm close at 5..wen 2 np wif jan..nutin much lorr..

2mrw goin sci center..heard fr 2g dat is v fun especialli if u get da hands on activity..haha i hope i will larhh..

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> Tuesday, May 17, 2005
9:24 PM

haha 2dae damn sian again..played captain's ball den our class up against 2e..played not bad but we lost 2 dem..haizz..sadd..i was lyk screamin n screamin 4 adeline 2 get da ball but no1 pass 2 herr..mayb dey didn't c herr but dat's so sadd lorr..2grace damn pro..champions lorr den da commandator dunno how 2 spell oso champions..wahh 2grace damn enthu sia..hahaha den after recess did da maths thingy..yawns..den watch dis wad show call jack..soo borinn sia..den ppl kept walkin in n out den nv close da door..so irritatin cos da sun was lyk shinin in..den got dis guy fr straits tyms came 2 tok..sian mans..

haha jus discovered band syf de fotos..haha quite small den cant c clearly lehh..saw myself..gosh i look soo kuku n i was lyk sittin 1 chair away fr debbie n da rest..look so distant mans..happi aniwaes dat we got silver..haha it's been lyk 1 month plus le lorr..haha den look at other band da fotos..den east view da band damn small n dere was onli 1 euph..so sadd..i pity dat girl..budden dey got silver..dat's power man..1 euph..haha den mos band onli got lyk 3 euphs..realise dat my sect will oso hav 3 euphs if i not in..i xtra larhh..superr xtra de..i dun contribute much de..not important..yay 2mrw got band..happi happi happi..yay..

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> Monday, May 16, 2005
8:57 PM

i hatee my mum..y does she hav 2 noe everytin i doo..2dae came bac fr lib den she ask y soo late..den she made me tell her wad happened after i was dimissed..told her everytin fr take mrt how long 2 goin down da stairs how longg..stoopidd..dun trust mee..tink i go outside luan gao..stoopid larhh..everytin oso wanna noe..go send a private investigator n chec on me larhh..so dumbb..den sumore dun lemme use comp..say wad cant use more than 2 hrs..no money 2 pay ritee..den offer 2 go out n work 2 earn money 2 pay 4 da comp bills she dun wan..y liddat 1??so overprotective of mee..cant even gimme privacy..everytym cum home fr shoppin wif frens mus tell her everytin i did n hu i wen out wif..so shit larhh..

arghh 2dae so siann..nutin 2 doo..after mornin assembly wen 2 canteen den did sum suckish maths iq worksheet..n datt bitchyy was lyk shoutin lyk siao..almos wen deaf..haiz den later mrs lau was tok bout recycled paper..crap alot lorr den after dat recess n u noe wad i did 2 da matsh worksheet..threw it in da bin..haha 2 me is rubbish..den ermm watch wad stoopid skit, cant hear wad dey tokin bout..den our class da guys v farni lorr..haha got 1 guy ask irvin is sex interestin n irvin replied..of cos..haha..den got dis 1 gal she was wearin da band u den she act as waitress n i was lyk hu is datt..dunno how she got da band u lorr..pretty shock 2 c sum1 else wearin band u..den wen bac 2 class..saw sec1s doin scavenger hunt..sounds interestin..caca n theo played chi chess..den nobody tok 2 me..so sadd so sat dere n rott..haiz chi chess sux lorr..den after yrs of rottin finalli bell rang..wen 2 j8 2 follow caca buy pencil case n wallet..hers got stolen ytd..poor thing..curse dat theif ahh..she bought sumtin similar 2 jan de..den suddenly wen i was starin at da pencil cases..sum1 pull my hair..turned round n saw samuel..shock cos lyk he wun pull my hair 1 larhh den turns out is phyllis..feel bit paisehh so quickly siam..haha den after datt wen 2 lib..took mrt bac den saw jonathan,clinton n dis gal..haha feel paiseh cos after seein senior den c junior den he n da gal lyk quite closee..haha mayb is his stead..dun tink so bahh..den he got off wif clinton at khatib..haizz den made a big u turn cos he walkin da same way i was walkin..haha dun wanna feel lyk i followin him..haizz so siann mans..nutin 2 do..2mrw anoder borin dae..

*sighs*1 thing 2 b happi bout thou..got band dis wed..yay!!!miss my euph..haha..den 2dae band rm got open cos of guzheng..so temptin..haha inside got shirmain,yiyang n kokwey..all sec4s den if i go in lyk v xtra..

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> Saturday, May 14, 2005
4:06 PM

haha eventualli i wen bac 2 puttin dis song..haha it was my blog de song long long tym ago wen cavemen were runnin around..haha ok i madd le..jus now watch lotr..cant hear wad dey were tokin bout cos my family so noisy..budden found it kinda borin..onli thing i lyk is orlando bloom..ahh soo shuai..budden tink he look nicer in pirates of da carribean..wadeva..short post here..

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> Friday, May 13, 2005
8:52 PM

haiz broke down in class 4 no apparent reason again..haha jus dunno y lorr budden jus suddenly cried..haiz b4 recess was kinda borin..caca readin her book den theo wen 2 watch jan dat grp play chi chess..didn't wanna watch cos chi chess jus sux lorr..den sat dere n fa dai..den after durin recess ask theo 2 go toilet n we spent a relli long tym tokin lorr..basicalli is bout me bein overly paranoid all da tym..den tok pretty long haiz n it was lyk she's givin me counsellin..

haiz den wen bac 2 class n saw jan,jos n cheeying sittin aorund wif caca den wen dey saw me n theo approachin dey lyk quickly siam lorr lyk scared we noe wad dey tokin bout..even theo oso tink liddat budden caca say dat dey were not tokin bout mee..den i was lyk dunno y soo paranoid i was screamin dey were..n dey hate me..den caca go n ask dem if dey were n i jus cried..dunno y lorr..haiz i told dem 2 lemme cry lorr..haiz den after cryin i felt bit beta..haiz actualli i oso dunno y i cry lehh..mayb cos of maths..onli got 32/50 lehh..haiz even lingli got higher den me lorr..feel so paiseh..haiz but dat's not da reason lahh..so den we had massagin services..haha rachel started massagin theo den i say i oso wan n she massaged my bac but i was screamin away cos v ticklish..haha den eventualli got used 2 it..haha den rachel massaged v nicee lorr..can slp den theo oso massaged my hand..wahh wanna slp le..den we took turns massagin each other..haha so fun..den sci we watched the shutter..actualli not v scary larhh cos everytin so slow..da ghost appear oso sloww..haha it's jus da sound effects scary den got 1 part quite digustin..blood drippin fr da gal's eyes..eekk den got 1 part tricia dey all scream cos da movie got a scream..haha i was lyk freaked out lorr..suddenly dey scream n dere wasn't anytin scary on..haha den after sch wen out wif theo n aiai wanzhen..s'pose 2 pei theo buy a bag de budden instead tok bout lots of things den i became lyk sadd..haiz jus dun geddit..but nvm shall not say anytin here..

wanna say a big thanks 2 rach n theo 4 cheerin me up..lurve u guys lots..haha..

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> Thursday, May 12, 2005
8:47 PM

haha 2dae got lots of stuff happened..got cme paper den i soo dumbb read da ques wrong n lost 2 marks le lorr..haizz dun fail can le larhh..den chi dat tym da class watched star wars dunno wad number, den got dis irritatin laser thingy lorr kip flashin on our screen den we all v pissed..tot is aaron foo playin wif da laser pointer budden turns out is 2f de dis guy..he bo liao larhh..den da show soo damn borin n irvin onli wanted 2 watch cos of da gal..wah lau he pervert la..

haizz so wen 4 recess den errmm cum bac datt tym caca n my stoopid table was wet lorr..n rachel say chenjie go n spit water all over our tables..wad's his prob lorr den caca kinda pissed cos her table v wet..haha den sci dat tym we go n watch da exorcist..actualli is pretty against da sch religion lorr cos it's v bloody den got people hanged upside down on da cross..no allowed de la budden dat ximen gong gong go n brin dis but he dun let us watch white chicks..wen bac 2 class n theo,caca,lingli n me had dis whole lyk talk bout religions lorr cos da show v insultin 2 da bible..

haha den ermm eng..da whole class was not listenin da barbara low lorr..haha den we greeted thnakew ms low wen she came in..haha den theo,caca n me signed up 4 dis dunno wad competition larhh..guess celebrity de..haha den after dat got no xtra chi lessons so we wen home den tot got economics but turns out dun hav n i was lyk cheerin lyk siao..haha seriously i hate economics..dunno y da rest lyk it..den we met ms chong in da canteen n our class practically cornered her n ask bout da maths paper lorr..she say 4 paper 1 onli 2 gals fail..den she say those hu r dere nv fail..wahh i v heng ah..got sum hope le..den caca got da highest..as expected larhh..

den theo,caca n i decided 2 go bowlin lorr..hahaha i bit blur cos 4get how 2 walk dere le cos laas tym is da seniors brin mah..den managed 2 find our way..haha den i bowl damn shit..theo so pro..haha den play 1/2 way theo nv wait 4 da thing 2 finish settin da pins n she jus bowl haha den da thing broke down..haha so damn farni n we were lyk laffin n theo was lyk soo paiseh..wah lau da thing completely black out lorr..haha den dey lyk announce technician..lane 7..haha den we were soo paiseh..wen 2 ask da lady how long den she transfer us 2 lane 5..haha den played..caca has been bowlin wrong all da tym..wrong fingers n so i told her how 2 bowl..den she became so pro le..wah piang den me soo lan..haha den we threw da ball n it got stuck lorr..haha den dey announce again..technician..lane 5..haha but it's relli not our fault lorr..haha den okie liao so we bowled..haha den got dis guy he try 2 gimme tips lyk u run n den bowl n i tried budden horr da ball too heavy n it fell out of my hands..haha v farni..den caca became more pro..i da worst..haha den got 1 tym tyco got strike..haha den after dat jiu wen home..haha den caca highest lorr..i soo lan mans..haha..

just GO AWAY ;

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> Wednesday, May 11, 2005
8:51 PM

haizz..jus kip haizinn..cos of exams lorr..haha finalli 2dae end le..nott relli la cos 2mrw still got cme but i dun caree..ok i care..haizz my art sux k dun tok bout it..look lyk i pour blood over da whole paper..so reddish brownish..yucks..k wadeva so 2dae wen out wif camel,chicken n water buffalo..oo ya haven introduce da mono zoo yet horr..k shall introduce..
=mono monk=eugene
=chicken=janelle
=camel=theo theo
=duck=meee
=water bufflalo=caca mummi
=turtle=rachel..old n wise
=sloth=cheeying
=cat=anne
=hamster=adeline
=dog=joel
=panda=weixiang
=pig=zhengjie
=horse'ma'=aaron foo
=bird'niao'=aaron neo
=bamboo=chenjie
hmmm okie tink datt'all le bahh..haha so aniwaes wen out 2 orchad den ate at kfc..wen 2 heeren den took neoz..i look horrid as usual..den we chose da buay song 1 n jan was lyk not happi..haha cos she look weird..haha nvm la..den walked 2 lots of places..got lost..den we wen 2 far east eventualli..took neoz again den no tym 2 deco..look v plain..haha den wen 2 vandalise da walls dere..it's legal k..jan wrote bout band..haha den caca wrote bout johnie..haha de me dis short person cant write anytin cos too high 4 me 2 reach le..haiz den bottom space all taken..sadd..jan spelt euphonium wrong den cant scrap da correction fluid off..da euphonium word looked horrid..haiz..eeks..den wen round abit den caca go dentist..wen 2 pacific plaza..den after dat wen home le..found caca bit weird 2dae..lyk v quiet..den lyk she was somewhere else..haiz v v siann leh..

just GO AWAY ;

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> Tuesday, May 10, 2005
3:10 PM

i criedd..over dnt..cos i dunno how 2 draw da drawings den da front page datt 30 marks 1 mus fill up da blank i nv do..actualli it's nott jus cos of dnt..it's cos of everytin..haizz..i fail dnt le..i jus noe it..haiz not onli dnt..sci oso..geog..lit..maths..chi..everytin la..y i study so hard but still liddat??haiz i jus feel so sadd..i wanna go triple sci soo badd mans..haiz but fail everytin le how 2 go..i tink i cant even go double sci..haizz..i m jus so tiredd of evrytin..haizz gonna get kicked out of scholar's circle den i will face da embarassment..haizz how m i gonna face every1??haizz jus wanna cryy..nv felt so sadd b4 cos of exams lorr..

2mrw is art..still haven plan wad 2 draw..haizz..jan tinkin of askin mr ng 2 open band rm 2mrw..gd can practise den i shall bury myself in music..haizz..nutin much le..stopp heree..

[[prayinn for some sortaa miraclee]]

just GO AWAY ;

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> Friday, May 06, 2005
9:02 PM

finalli online..haizz i fail my exams le..
wed...chi..
da li jie wen da so damn hard..wrote a bunch of crap..den da words i study nv cum out..stoopid..den n da words i nv came out..bleahs dunno lorr..
thurs..eng..haha compo go n write my ah ma die..den 4 chi say wad my mama die..haha both compos oso bout ppl dyin de..den letter writin..wrote damn short cos no tym..
2dae..lit n maths..
lit i confirm fail le..4 12 marks ques i wrote 4 lines..4 6 marks ques i wrote 7 lines..den da 25 marks da essay i wrote lyk less den half a page..haiz..stoopid la..fail le..den maths..no. pattern i all wrong..den nv do dis n datt..idiot..sucks mann..haiz got bac geog class test..14/22..mus clap 4 me..haiz i oso expected it de la..i owaes do v bad 4 geog de..haiz sadd lorr den caca n theo got 21..boohoo..haiz da onli thing dat made me happi was my sci test..43/50..if onli i can get dis marks 4 exams..haizz..wen 2 j8 wif caca 2dae..soo siann den feel guilty cos s'pose 2 study de..haizz..v v sadd lehh bout exams..haizz..

i wanna go triple sci soo badd mann budden how 2 wen my results r lyk shitt..haiz..i nid space..my brain is runnin out of it..miss bandd..haiz i rather go syf 1 thousand tyms den do exams..

i lurve bein a duck..n canon in d rox..

just GO AWAY ;

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> Monday, May 02, 2005
9:31 PM

4 words..
i hate my family..

2dae spend da whole dae flippin thru textbks..
nutin wen into my head..
bleahs so sian..
exams is da dae after le..
wad m i doin here??
i oso dunno..
probably wun b bloggin till dis weekend..
jus realised datt ryan cabrera's true is soo nicee..
exams sux..so damn stressed out..
las tym everytym wish i was sec2..
now i sec2 liao n i hate it..
stoopid atoms n isotopes..
i hate everytin..

just GO AWAY ;

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